Monday, February 23, 2009

Going in circles

When I first picked it out, I couldn’t wait to wear it. So pretty, shiny. I loved what it represented. Not alone anymore. A part of something, someone. Happy, content, complete. It just felt right.

And then, over time, it faded. Like all things do. Slightly, sadly, inevitably. Like everything does.

I took it off one day and it stayed off. For seven years. In a drawer. Out of sight. Out of mind. As everything around me faded away. And nothing felt right.

And then one day I was searching. For something. And there is was. Still pretty, still shiny. And I put it back on. To see how it would feel. To see if it would feel like it used to. And something told me it was time. To say goodbye; to say hello. To remember what was real and accept what could never be. To make things right.

Until today.

Once again the end has lead me back to the beginning.

2 comments:

  1. "Once again the end has lead me back to the beginning."

    Very symbolic for a ring, no?

    Even though the experience must have been a little unsettling, I'm glad that you appear to be handling this discovery with perspective and acceptance.

    I know it isn't always easy to do so in such situations.

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  2. I have yet to find anything worthwhile in life that is easy.

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